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2010-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...?

Random~

2009-10-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

Woah! two more days. Excited or nervous?
maybe both? o.o
my old friend is looking for me agn.-.-
Aches and stress came.

(I wish they will be gone soon)
A few more days to future.
Just bear with alll of these and GO crazy at another instant!

BrB in another 10 days from now!
=D

2009-09-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

I hate this irritating block nose.
And these irritating house flies.

Make me puke

2009-08-28T22:04:00.003+08:00

Movies today.
At last went to watch with 2ppl, qi & hao

'The proposal' was fantastic.
A nice recomended comedy show for laughter.
Thats all~

Some Thoughts

2009-08-21T18:00:00.003+08:00

I skipped school for the very first time.
I think i need some rest.
and also to think things through properly.

i know what i said, nobody will ever felt the pain i felt.
Well maybe if its some other ppl i probably wont felt it too...
I'm well aware that its not the time to be feeling depressed right now.
and its not the time to depressed about it since its over.
But i'm afraid.
That wat 'if" it happens?
I know afraid is wat u think its an excuse.
But give me some time.
I promised i will make it through.

thanks for those who encouraged me too.
I hope i wont fail too.

lost it

2009-08-20T17:15:00.003+08:00

What else can u do troy?
can't accomplish almost anything you do.
What else can u do?
question is, what are u going to do?

I wont survive, i disappoint them.
I'm really sorry.

runs

2009-08-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

i SCREWED up my chemistry paper.
Well, watever.
I ATE the wrong food!!!!
WTF, i gonna have some runs after a few days....
Shit!

nutshell

2009-08-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

i quit

Aches

2009-08-09T11:27:00.001+08:00

Eat, Sleep, aches, study and
YAWN all day.

when will it be over?

Never felt good

2009-07-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Warning signs, bad day.
Its still a day though
Been through it is a must then

Ice Cream...

2009-07-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

Breakfast: -
Lunch: -
Dinner: chicken with rice
Supper: Ice Cream...

Irritating mouse

Numb

2009-06-25T15:01:00.001+08:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all
I wanted to do Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all
I wanted to do Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I wanted to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

2009-06-17T22:57:00.003+08:00

How worse can it be?
Couldn't slp, couldn't think properly
couldn't concentrate on stuffs, couldn't unds properly why is it.
Worse part,couldn't find the problem to solve this.
Maybe i jus spaced out for a few weeks before i'm recharged.

Time doesn't fly, time ticks!
It's tickling is way too fast for me to catch some
'out space'.
Boring space.

2009-06-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

Can i say i felt sorry for today's outing?
Tmr, house warming, going or not going?

I hate these feelings, thanks to you.

Slacking

2009-06-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

I'm about to become a slacker alright.
Slack Slack AND slack all day these 2 wks.
Can Rot and continue to Rot at home these days.
Bored plus bored,plain-walls can kill.

Okay posted.(No time to do tat)
Can't even find a proper place to slack in woodlands...
S'pore is bored.

8 more days to a nice western dinner that i waited long enough for.

Spoiler!

2009-06-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

3hrs everyday from 1st to 3rd section..
Have to wait for 3hrs and cant go home to rest
as it is a waste of bus fare and time to go
home and school agn.
3 more days of 3hrs of 'break'.

Can somebody accompany me for tat 3hrs?^^

Epic Failure

2009-05-28T13:03:00.003+08:00

I failed my N-level criteria.
19 points and below sounds so easy.
But when u worked for it,
u noe the difference.
I scored over 19 points and to be exact,
I scored 22 points...
Whr does tat 3 points come from??

Argh, i failed in life.
This result wont help me,
i wont get anywhr with tis standard.
Can somebody help...?

Dead for sure.

So What?

2009-05-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

To me Moodless brings bad luck.
What a day of patience.

Exams are OVER!

2009-05-20T17:22:00.002+08:00

There's fun, anger, happiness and disappointment.
But This mixture of feelings made us understand each other more.
I'm glad to know these caring friends.
There's sadness in everybody's past.

I will never let go the hatred.
I am going to be successful and rmb that very day.

2009-05-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

Last and one paper to go!
(As good as no paper le^^)

Finally its over real soon, so soon.
Well thanks to tis mid yr i've learnt smth.
Smth Great.
Feeling useless is no good.
But the feeling to Go on is the way of life.
Thanks alot to it.

Exams!!!

2009-05-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

What is the first word that comes to the mind when i says 'Exams!!!'?
Stress! is the word that will cross the mind of almost all people.
Well anyways i hope this is a healthy stress.

No matter what the cost is,
i must get it.

Special

2009-04-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

Happy B'day to my Friend Shann Ling.
Congrats on being 16 today! =)

1, 2, 3~ BaKa^^
Study Study Study!!
All Work Hard for mid yr!

Last

2009-04-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

Facing walls at home.
When out to sun plaza and ssc.
See two ppl Eating and when back home.(sc & yp)

Dinner and Dessert for the day.
Dinner was delicious.
Posting and Going to slp~

Pushing Further

2009-04-18T21:53:00.003+08:00

The Counting Down from now.
139 More Days to that 'day'.
Work Harder then! =)

Beach(Bitch?)

2009-04-17T21:24:00.005+08:00

97754590~SYHX, Do u ever try to respect ppl?
You dun respect me den i goes the same here too.
You Dare SLAP ppl why scare ppl Spread or KNOW??
You Dare POST things in blog to change story den why scare ppl to SEE?
Eh if u dare do Things den pls own up la. Dun like Humchi kia like tat do things still Change here Change thr, Scold here Scold thr~
You looked very pathetic when u like some Crazy ppl scold all the
PPL Around u.
You think wat u do is correct?
Dun give me tat Bullshit MAN~
Slapped ppl for no reason,oh sorry hor,got reason de,
Reason is?
Ohh, is reason enough to give ppl one Slap isn't it?
Den now i SEE u buay song can i slap u too?
For me its a GOOD enough reason to give someone a slap lehs.
After Slapping i say "oh! sorry lor~u wan u accept,Dun wan nvm lor~"
Is it reasonable??
And pls use some sense when u change story.
You almost made my Cheek Muscle Go up a Little.
I said before,Dun Blame me~(You dun respect me,i does the same~)
Tats all~
If u not happy or so, u can SPAM my blog. i GIVE u permission to.
Bring it on.

Updated!

2009-04-11T22:05:00.004+08:00

Okay Okay, update update~
Hmmm, ytd when to paya lebar,orchard and lastly to cwp.
I spent alot manxzz!! T.T

Meet up with hy,lm,fong,pq,Lh,Joey and kh,
While kh met ming hui and jessica on the way.
Hy fetch me to shopping centre even though its raining heavily,
While the girls are having their 'enjoyment' in the waffle factory^^
Lucky i came late -.-
(If not waste alot more money to 'enjoy' myself)

Next when to orchard take a walk with them.
Walk until legs can break into x100000000 pieces..
Have some fun in cineleisure after the walks!
Played those soccer kind of game^^
WE WON!(Lihao,joey and me^^)
After the fun we went dwn buy drinks.

When back home in the mrt is FUN too!!^^
SHINE!^^
Secret Secret!
When cwp hav dinner outside sakae.
Bought alot food from pasar malam.
Finished eating and Bused to home~

Funny or tears?

2009-03-27T21:29:00.003+08:00

Once a week wont kill la hor?~
First thing first.
I score 1.0 for DnT^^
I felt wierdly happy~LOL!

When slacking with Lh and Pq to cwp and starbucks~
I spent way too much T.T
I'm Broke without money to buy a calculator~~~
Who can spon me pls~?
lolz!
jk la.
I slacked and laugh tgt with Lh about Pq's stupid acts~
Damn funny pls.
Pq jus can't find the humour in those jokes...
Well nvm,
She was a cat afterall~
LOL!
Post till here.
Continuing my hard, slow, steady work..

Hot Hot Hot...

2009-03-20T19:43:00.003+08:00

Swimming early in the morning in chinese garden.
tiring and 'energyless'~
Slpt for 3hrs.
Dreams tat i had nvr seen before keep appearing.
wierd.
If one of tis dreams were to come true
i would hav been a fried human now~-.-

Sunburns is hotty!!!!
I nid a huge ice room pls~~

Foolishness

2009-03-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

I jus found out tat on of my ex-Schoolmate jus died~
Died by jumping off building~
How foolish..
Seriously, i dun feel sorry for tat person who died.
But i felt really really sorry for their parents who
Had brought up the child for 16 yrs and
tat child jus wasted their parent's effort by jumping off~

Its a stupid ppl thing to do.
I dun think i will wan to attend a stupid and selfish
person's funeral ler ba?
Cos i simply looked dwn on tis kind of 'boneless' ppl~
Tat's it~
If u wan den RIP~

Lose

2009-03-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

A man cant learn wat he thinks he alr KNOW.
know or dunoe at least i tried.
But wat i always get is plain nth,
plain failure.
In the end thr's nth for me to achieve.
And tats pathetic.

Leave

2009-03-07T22:38:00.001+08:00

I need more cash..
Looking for money~~
And dun waste them away.

Argh...

2009-03-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

Ahh~ its been so long since i last post.
Exams are over!~(i noe its been over since ytd..)
My chinese paper damn sucks~ argh...
My first 'give up' i have give up on.

Nxt few papers i hope will be better..
If not really crazy ler~ LOL!
And i admit i'm exceptionally wierd today.
Well thx for the caring words den~

Anyhow

2009-02-18T21:42:00.001+08:00

Long day in school blocks the vessels in my brains.
The day was boring and full of impatience.
Why'd i throw my temper off so easily?
I felt remorse and felt very sorry.
Seriously i shouldn't act out wat was beyond the lines.
It may actually hurt somebody.
Though its jus 2 words but it meant the whole world and i think i noe.
Its ridiculous.
Things are Ridiculous.
I'm the most Ridiculous...

Philosophy

2009-02-16T19:08:00.003+08:00

When u think tat everything's over.
Think agn.
There's always Friends for u to talk to,
speak to,
and even release to.
Things won't end if u dun wan it to.
Hope u will unds tat the opinion is yours.
Not other's.
So Cheer up~!

Thirteen hours

2009-02-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's day~
I'm short of money...
LOL!

Key to life

2009-02-13T22:34:00.003+08:00

The night were peaceful and
The afternoon were wonderful.
Somebody taught me tolerating is to make peace.
Wat we nid to hav tolerance is to hav patience isn't?
And somebody taught me Patience doesn't hav
to use energy.
Patience and u will get wat u wan.
But life isn't always go wat u wanted it to be.
So why not go wat life wanted YOU to be?
But always rmb not to lose urself.
As always 'i am who i am'. =)
Don't understimate urself.
Have confidence in life too.^^

My Mom~

2009-02-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

Study Sleep.
Study Sleeep...
Stuudy and Sleeep~
Busy for tests and Sleep recently.
No time to post oso..
At home got nagged~
Outside until tired..
No Rest space here.
Sometimes i think parents care too much.
They unknowingly giving the child pressure.
For tat the child will prove to his parents.
Prove tat he has grown up and parents can rest assured.
Time will prove everyth in the future.
Jiayou!~

Crap work

2009-02-04T16:47:00.002+08:00

Tired eyes hang on throughout the day today.
Do English test halfway den fall asleep. -.-
At last one whole Passage B didn't do~
Goner~
I'm off to a 5 hrs nap!^^

Call for Help

2009-02-02T19:35:00.003+08:00

First month of school i realize tat i hav done nth.
Maths lesson was totally so blur to me.
The first time i couldn't solve any of the questions.
The rest of the day was so empty.
Doing nth the whole day.
The day ended too quickly, for me.
When i realised, its alr nite time.
Sigh~

Unrewind

2009-01-31T00:13:00.000+08:00

Schooling is real tiring.
Had steamboat At limei's place.
Gambling with some poker cards.
First time playing and won~
Maybe its begginer's luck!?
Nice experience of winning from tis.
Hope to have another fun occasion in the future!
Anyways~Thx Limei for the food and fun.
Nights!~

Healing a Wound

2009-01-29T16:45:00.000+08:00

Well, erm, new blog here and i'm back to blogging.
Recently studies aren't very good...
Maybe, well, i'm still in holiday mood.
Hope to get better results in other few coming tests.
Anyways, wishing all of u here a Happy Chinese New year. =)